Your school should have resources to help? There are laws that make counselors stay private about what you say in office, and they'll only do something if they think you're in immediate danger to yourself (about to try to commit suicide)
And I agree with Davey. You don't have to agree with them, but nevertheless, you live under their roof for now. We have to grin and bear it, even if it's terrible and makes us miserable. But, one day, as long as you don't live WITH them, they can't control you, you still love them? And want to be able to visit them sometimes? They're still your parents, dispite different philosophys... When we live away from eachother it can make us easier to get along with them I think... : )
When you move out, think about it. (^_^) You can have many friends, watch anything you want, stay out as you please, and worship as you want. I'm waiting to be able to worship as I want too. My family is Christian, but I've choosen Judaism. I don't even want to tell them. (O_O) Do they make you go to Mosque? I hated it when my family made me go to Church. :X
You're in college, but live at home? How much would it be to be able to live on campus? Would they approve? Maybe if you find a roomate to help costs, you could even get an appartment?
Finding the balance is difficult, and it's very sad you have to feel like this. (T__T) If you ever want to talk, I'm here okay? (^_^)
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