just kind of a mix of things. I miss my T sooo much. When I think about it my stomach hurts. I miss her.

I feel like I'm not being a very good community member as I don't have time to read many posts and when I do I don't often reply. I don't know how to fix that but it doesn't help me feel less isolated.

I'm just feeling kind of blah and down and depressed, and I don't know what to do to change it.