Shoot! And to think that I thought I WAS having fun! And all this time I was fooling myself....
Some of what you might be hearing may well be the disease. Then there is also that we get used to thinking that without certain things there is no fun. I remember a song here in Sweden by a group called the Sounds. The main singer gives me the impression of being very shallow and very know it all and in one song announces that she has done all the things that the listener had only dreamed about. "Hmmm," say I.
"I'm willing to bet, sugar tot, that I have done things you aren't even smart enough to dream of doing." Then again, it's our perspectives that teach us what is fun and what is not. If they broaden, or they have to change, new interests move in, and you find new things can be amazing! Just a word of encouragement, dear! You can take it or leave it. I just firmly believe that your life holds riches beyond what you can imagine, meds or not. HUGGGGSSSSSS!