I've said this before on one of these forums. But in case you haven't read that....I hated my T for weeks when I first started seeing him. Thought he was a complete moron, incompetent, and should be flipping burgers, not doing therapy.
Fastforward to present day, seven months later. Had a major breakthrough today, making good progress, surviving depression, trust totally the same T. Give it some time. Your defenses are up and that's understandable.