I dont know what's right and what's real anymore, and I dont know how I should feel, I'm at the bottom of me..I dont know what I have done to me, I know its me who has done it tho, no wait a second, its god who has..right? I have not been out for a week, its okay tho, I like it this way, I feel cozy and..home this way I guess? or maybe its just the depression talking right now, I dont even know if I am depressed, wonderful.