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There's nobody really who can tell me what happened on Tuesday, I don't know ppl at uni well enoguh to ask them if I was in classes on that day. I don't have any others so I can't blame it on them and I live with my flatamtes andagain, we all just kind of do our own thing and I don't they'd notice if i stayed in my room for a week. I don'r have a t. I could go to the uni counselling service but I spent practicall all last year there and I feel i've kind of outstayed my welcome there... and also some of the sessions brought on what I know for certain was depersonalisation, from the symptoms, and that sometimes last up to two weeks, not good... but the counsellor said it was anxiety and didn't understand what I meant when I tried to explain what it was like. So I don't want to go back and be misunderstood again. But I do have the option of going to the counselling service if I want it, but it would be kind of embarrassing for me.