I feel things in my stomach, a lot. I get stomach aches when I am stressed or sad or angry. It gets really bad when we are doing trauma work, but really any time I think about something that is at all emotionally charged, my stomach tells me about it, lol.

I think missing my T is just a small piece of the picture of what's going on with me. It's easy to identify that part, because I think about her a lot and when I notice my stomach hurting every time I do so, it makes me stop and think about the fact that I miss her.

There's a lot of other stuff going on, but missing T is easy to identify and easy to put a label on.

I have group tomorrow, and even though my T won't be there, it's in her office suite and I can see all her stuff there and see group-T who I like and who knows a lot about me. I'm hoping there won't be drama with the other group members, but other than that I'm looking forward to it.