Thank you all.. I KNOW it's normal not to trust at the second session but I guess like WePow said, it is like I was hoping she was going to be medicine for me just like my last T was, right away, but it doesn't work like that. I was hoping I wouldn't have to start all over again.

This is really hard.

WePow you just hit the nail on the head because I SO feel that I am missing that emotional IV. It's just like that. I'm so sorry your T changing offices made you feel that way it sucks.

ECHOES I think you are right that I am pulling away after telling her so much last time. I feel just awkward and weird about her knowing so much about me - it was a shock after the last session, and I am still feeling the waves from the internal blow. I had never shared so much so quickly with a T before.

I'm just hoping we will be ABLE to build a relationship. What if I can't do it? Or what if it takes too long? I am moving away August of next year, so I already know I am going to lose her very soon.. I don't want to waste my time if this is never going to happen..