I dont have any words of comfort that could help and thats how I often feel. I have a job and to be honest I dread each day I waken and have to leave the house to work yet if I was to lose my job it would be worse as I spent years not being able to find work and when I did I couldn't keep it up due to depression. I have started theraphy and dont know where it would lead. Please know that you are not alone if only we had the answer that would help us to heal and make our lives more bareable.