aaah Rhombus,,, it is said that dragging bad memories out into the light of day, Mindfully, and looking at what was happening inside your own mind, will be the cure of them.. i hope that's true,, you can do it alone, but lot's of people say it's better to be with someone. at any rate, i hope you get rid of the emotional baggage soon~~ and find some peace,,, best wishes Gus