I am depressed with a faint hint of mania. Right now I'm listening to REALLY loud music with my headphones-something I rarely do- and oh am I enjoying it! I got more depressed as the day went on. I was just lying on the couch a while ago and thought about how I've had a good run these past three weeks with insomnia for two weeks and this nightly depression this last week. I held up quite nicely! Then I realised "okay this is it" I am about to cross over from holding on to survival mode. Then I switched to this little welcome mania...feels good but sure hope it doesn't escalate too much. Whoohoooo! I feel so much better suddenly...! lol