can understand your frustrations about not hearing back yet from your t. but thought i'd share some thoughts like other posts here. it is easy for us to forget out t's have lives too but they do. your t may have gone away for the weekend or is spending time at home with family over the weekend. i know your feelings are right at the surface after your session. perhaps your t also wants you to experience them. not saying she is not responding because of that tho. but t's have many clients and we don't know if something dreadfully serious is going on with another client. it is like a mother of 9 vs. a mother of 2. the mom of 9 doesn't intentionally not give her children her one on one devotion, she's just got many kids she has to do that with.
i''m glad u posted jazzy cause you got your frustrations out. i am sure you are aware of the things i mentioned. when we are so fragile things magnify. you are fortunate you have a t that allows you to email. many t's don't...i've had only 1 in over 20 years that i could do that with and i rarely used the option so i didn't abuse the privilege. i was very needy at the time and fragile. but perhaps that helped me. i had to sit in my own stuff and learn to be resourceful somewhat.
if you are going thru quite a bit of stuff right now with t, can you schedule appts. closer together? that worked for me. i knew i didn't have to wait as long for the next session.
another thing..do you journal? that may help you too if you don't already do it.
hope you are having a better day....don't forget we are always here for you if you need to just get stuff out. we understand. we're all in the same boat sometimes.