I'm like you Dayzee. . .I too set out bandages, tape, neosporin, whatever I might need to take care of it. My T now believes that SI is not suicidal behavior b/c we do so much to take care of ourselves AFTER the fact. I'm a former paramedic. . .can even suture (albeit one handed) if necessary.

The release is amazing. . .its like, I can finally function again.