Well I got fired from my job bc my ex's sister decided that she would not watch her niece unless I paid her....... which I cant afford. Well I attempted to get a loan on the internet and some random company stole my information and took all the money off of my bank account. I just feel like everything in my life has ended up badly. I mean my landlord thinks I'm making up the whole scam thing and I have less than 30 days to move and I feel like I am just worthless. In high school I was a great student and was in every club and extra activity.that I could be in. Then, I got pregnant and my life changed completely..... I went from the poor girl who was gonna become something to the normal stat.for someone of my income level. I have tried so hard to have my child not see the drug abuse that I saw when I was little but I still feel like she has to deal with grown up issues even though she is 3. I will think she is asleep and cry about how I cant pay this bill or that bill and she will wake up and come and give me a hug and say" its ok mommy..... don't cry" she shouldn't have to deal with that. She is a beautiful little girl and is so smart and should have a better mother than me!!! I feel like I weigh her down! She didn't ask to be brought into this world with the parents she has but I'm stifling her because I cant provide what she needs.... I set up a living will where my sister would receive custody of her if something happened to me my sister would take care of her...... I honestly feel like she would he better of without me. I cant and wont ever be able to give her what she deserves!!!! I had her in preschool and had to take her out of it because I couldn't pay for it and everyday she tells me how much she misses preschool. I know she doesn't understand the concept of money but I feel so worthless when she comes to me and says" mommy can I go to preschool, I miss my friends!" I feel so disgusting because Sue didn't ask to be born to a teen mother..... she didn't ask to be thrown into a family with issues but that's all I can give her.... I feel like don't give her what she deserves...... she is so smart and beautiful and she deserves a rich couple who can afford to put her in ballet or clarinet lessons. Not a 23 year old who struggles to make the bills every month. I feel like I should have given her up for adoption when I had her because she would have a better life........ why am I so worthless????