Sometimes I get bored with taking medication. It's like well, shouldn't I be feeling up or down or something??? I can't seem to adjust to being stable. I also find that I forget a lot depending on what is going on in my life. It's not a very stable schedule I find myself keeping.

I've been medicated with the wrong meds so, it's easier to think "uh oh, they are wrong again!!" when really that's not true.

I was over medicated once and quit the medications completely and wound up in a really severe depression last year. It was hell so, I'm trying my best to be good about the drugs.

And other times I think I'm not really sick at all.

Stupid bipolar.