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What to do?
Do I speek?
if I speek what do I say?
Do I make a joke?
do I say something meaningful?
Should I cry?
Should I laugh?
should I yell?
maybe I just wont talk...
Should I hug?
should I hit?
should I run?
should I walk?
maybe I will just stay still...
Should I dissoceate?
should I stay put?
should I be co?
maybe I just wont do anything....
what to do?
what is wrong with me?
help....
I dont know what is wrong with me. Why cant I seem to understand. I cant hear the way I use to, I cant see the way I use to. Like a cloud I just blocking all my senses out. I cant feel things like I use to. Am I going numb? it isnt numb like before. I am not sad... but I am not happy.... I am not really here... am I? it seems unreal? am I CO? what is going on.... I want to be able to feel alive but I also want to be able to be out of pain... what to do? I guess I will just sit here and wait.... and hope it goes away......
Thanks for listening...
~Jenny
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I hope,
I dream,
I wish,
for a better tomorrow.....
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