Hi ~

Being an alcoholic doesn't mean you have to drink every night. You can be a binge drinker like you are. You seem to have an allergy to alcohol, which basically is the same as an alcoholic has - we can't drink because of what it does to us. It makes us to things we wouldn't normally do, say things we wouldn't normally say - it "changes" us. And from what you say, alcohol changes YOU too. I can't say that YOU are an alcoholic cause only YOU can say that, but since you're a binge drinker, and the alcohol changes you, it sure sounds like it.

If I were you, I'd stay home and work on NOT drinking. And I'd try a meeting of AA and listen to them and see if anything they say sounds like YOU. If it does, then perhaps you'll have your answer. This WILL progress, you know. It will NOT stay just a weekend thing. So it's best to catch it now while it's not a daily drunk - because it will be, trust me.

I wish you the very best - God bless you!!! Hugs, Lee