hey guys, i've been off work for 4 months and the family i live with are expectin me to return to work really soon. I'm already behind on my rent because my sick pay isn't enough to cover my rent and phone bill etc. My other debts have also mounted, credit cards, store cards etc. These debts are adding to my stress and depression. I've been through so much these last 4 months, i broke my ankles and had to have surgery on them both, this sent me into depression for a couple of months and then i went into what appears to be a mixed episode which is my current state. But i can feel the depression slowly creepin upon me again and the thought of going back to work is terrifying me! I feel sick and panicky at the thought. I've been havin a few panic attacks whilst i'm out and its gettin to the stage i don't want to leave the house alone! How do i tell the family i live with that i can't go back to work? I'm sorry the post is so long, thanks for reading!