larakeziah; what does your pdoc say about returning to work? I think it's important to do something each day even when your on medical leave. Even if it's just taking part in a group therapy program, or volunteering etc. I was put on an 8 month medical leave by my pdoc when I was first diagnosed. I had been in-patient for 6 weeks and when I was discharged I went to group therapy each day. I think without having that structure my mental health would have been worse. Perhaps you could speak to your pdoc about possible programs you could take part in.

I know it's scary, but I suggest meeting with the family and let them know what's going on. I'm not sure if you're doing this already, but can you ask if there is something you can do for the family such as running errands, cleaning, making meals etc. to help contribute. I would also suggest going to the bank and ask what options you have and contact your credit card companies and ask if your interest rate can be reduced.