I had CBT, but it never seemed to really get anywhere! Now i'm having a 3 month assessment with a team who deals with young people who have an onset of psychotic behaviour (or something). So maybe whatever they do will help.
I used to write a diary, where all these silly things would go! but for some reason, i am unable to write it any more. I'm not sure why.
i just feel worn out by it all.
What do you do when you cant live but cant face dying either? I have just failed at life i think