I tend to think a lot about myself, and talk a lot about myself to people. I can't really have a normal conversation. But what is bad is that, my paranoia partnered up with my ability to reveal wayyyy too much about my life really ends up betraying me. I'll say too much, and then for the rest of that friendship I'll be scared if they really care or if they're lying to my face. Yell at them when I think they're lying, etc. all of that fun stuff. I did that to Jesse a lot, as well as Rachel. We got into tons of arguments, and I can specifically remember them both telling me to stop being so paranoid and actually trust them for once, or telling me that not everyone is out to get me like I act.

I base my view of my personality on how I interact with people..