lol, about them, well i suppose that's true. when i went through my old chat logs with him, (which i have deleted) i noted a lot of the times where i told him it seemed like he was hiding things from me, how he seemed distant, all the times i called him out on his lies but i had no proof.
when i used to be upset, and he used to try to say "oh but ily" and all that, i used to retaliate and say "no you don't, i'm just your back up, that one person you go to when you have nobody else so you'll feel wanted. and if i dont want u, u'll guilt me back to u cause you know i'll give in and forgive you." and recently, through that stupid website of his i found out that whole accusation (that i threw on him so many times) was true. every time that other girl didn't like him, he would come back, and he admitted it. The last time i spoke to him when he was whining about rachel, he told me he was GUILTING (he actually used that word) her into getting back with him. When I heard that, I just thought like, wow, I was completely right. My blind accusations, those things I said without any proof, words that were just from an emotional rage, were all true. What was even scarier to me was that I sensed all these things through a computer screen, off pixelated text.
I think i might be physic :x
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