Does anyone else feel like a hopless case in therapy? I have the most wonderful therapist one could ask for, she's smart and I trust her with everything, altho it is ME who won't do the hard work. I know just the right things to do and what NOT to do, but still I keep dragging my heavy backpack around. I don't know when I will grow up!! I hate myself sometimes

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I even feel like an alien here. I'm sorry for being such a whiner.... ignore me please. Just needed to vent. Off to bed and hoping for a better tomorrow. My mission is to one day help others, so I NEED to get well. There is no other option. I don't want to die!
/hazelfalling