Hello again, widgits. Would you still drink if you did not have friends? Do you wonder if you have friends because of the way you act when drinking?
Frankly, I would not consider someone a friend who knows how negatively alcohol affects you yet still enables such self-destructive behavior. Friends would seek to help you to a safer place.
This link may be useful:
http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/...ning-alcoholic
You are a valuable person, widgits. Take care of yourself.