all I ever feel is this pervasive sense of being totally and utterly alone.

i just get so tired of feeling so empty around them.

I feel so superficial and empty most of the time that i wonder if i exist at all.

everything seems 2 dimensional.

I feel fake

the nothing is full of too much. Like a black space being crushed by it borders....because you can't have a space without something designating it to 'be' a space