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Originally Posted by Rhombus
I feel because he only touched me (down my pants, and in my bra) that it doesn't count as being real.
Why did I watch it? Why didn't I fight back? Why did I only say no? Why do I have to see him every week at church (still live at home).
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Rhombus, it does count as real and it has affected you.
Maybe you watched it because you want to deal with this issue.
Maybe you didn't fight because you were embarrassed? scared? felt that you couldn't or it wouldn't matter anyway?
I do hope that you try therapy again. There are good therapists out there. Please continue to keep us posted on how you are doing?