yes the college does i think... i am currently being diagnosed with Bipolar disorder. i havent discussed the fact that i think i have a problem with alcohol with them yet, i told them how much i drink but they dont seem to think its too much of a problem, although they did say that alcohol will automatically depress me so not to drink, but in a way like i think they tell everyone. I didnt tell them its not that easy for me not to drink.
I have tried talking to my best friend saying i think i may have a real problem here and should stop drinking, all he said was if i have a problem, so does all of our friends.
I couldnt bring myself to say, "when was the last time you ended up hospitalised because you jumped in the river/ over dosed."
i know i have a problem but i am a 20 year old girl dealing with all the restrictions having manic depression puts on me, i dont want to know that i may not be able to do what everyone else does, i literally dont know anyone who doesnt drink, considering i have all the friends out of my school year, my college friends and work mates that covers every area of my life. Its not fair that i have to have this reaction to it.....

This Friday, i am going to stay in, i am going to tell my friends that i would like a movie night with pizza or something, if they decide to go out, then i wont hold it against them, but i will see out it pans out.
Thanks for your help, i completely agree with what you are all saying but am finding it extremely difficult to accept in my head!