Honestly.....I think I did it because I wanted someone to help me. But the next time I don't know why. I just felt so miserable and upset that I did it. I have sometimes not been very good to myself because I have felt like no one will help me. I have felt like no one cares about how much pain I'm in. But I know that I need to tell people because they can't exactly read my mind and sometimes I act like everything is fine because I think that people won't want to hear. Some people think that mental illness is something that we can just snap out of. Don't know if this makes any sense.