Last night I was watching tv with the guy I'm kinda seeing and a character that I don't like came on. She's really fake and as you find out later in the show also one of the "bad guys." I mocked her (it's a thing.. I mock). Well I neglected to think about the fact that the line I was mocking had do do with Jesus. I'm not Christian so the thought never dawned on me. Besides which I wasn't mocking the idea, just the character.
Well, the guy snapped at me that just because he doesn't go to church all the time doesn't mean I should mock his religion. I was really hurt and tried to explain I was mocking her character (he hasn't seen the whole season of the show so he doesn't know about her yet). He didn't seem to accept my explanation and I got mad...really mad. I hardly spoke to him the rest of the night just laid there seething with anger for hours. I almost asked him to leave but I knew if I tried it would come out: "get the #$%^& out of my house...blah, blah, blah."
Needless to say when I saw my pdoc today and related this story I got my meds upped again. You know..that whole reaction disproportionate to the event thing...yeah. Haven't talked to the guy today...still kinda mad. And even though I'm still mad and don't really want to talk to him I'm a little upset he didn't call or text today. Boo...
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