Hazel,

You have surely come to the right place. Your story may differ in detail from others, but believe me it is a story shared by many, including me.

Having been round the block a few times, with anxiety and depression, IMHO we get to a point where we stop looking for 'fixes' and start to deal with what's inside us, all that stuff we are so afraid of.

I eventually gave up hope of a cure for my condition and started to work just with what I had (which wasn't much). That's when I slowly started to get better. It can happen.

I hope you'll stick around with us.

Good thoughts, Myzen