I haven't yet :~( I have discussed it with M though, again, and he is ok with me emailing this T.
He also wants me to stay away from posting on this board, until I have sorted some of the pile of ***** in my head......and I see his point.
Not anything you guys have done...... my stupid fault.
Trying to discount the thoughts that I deserve to feel bad and don't even "deserve" to post here or "waste" anyones time GGGGRRRRRRRRRRRR
PM me k?

Hiding,
Bear

Thanks for the smiles on this thread, I need them! Growl!