Now the crying has subsided but I am worn down. Still so much to do that I have to put off for the time being. I am pulled in too many directions and just want to hide instead. I snapped at my son this morning. He hasn't been the most helpful person at the moment. And I need support. He is all that is there. I am overwhelmed at the moment. Its pushing me down. I don't know if the tears will start up again. I know they release and cleanse but it is so uncomfortable. Sometimes I hope that when my son sees me feeling terrible he will pick up slack. He will listen better. I am just so tired. I need a break and have no break in sight. Here is to trying to have a tearless day.