((((((((Innerzone)))))))))) I wish I had some wise words. But I just wanted to say that I read this and I'm thinking of you. I get freaked out when it comes to adjusting my meds too. And, as you say, this is a really difficult time for you situationally, so the last thing you need is to add to that worry with med changes. If you could get some extra help with the anxiety though, that would be worth a lot (and would also make any potential med increases easier, I guess?)

I'm so sorry everything is so incredibly stressful right now. I'm keeping everything crossed for you that it will all work out I hope your psych appointment goes as well as possible and that you can get some additional help with the anxiety Wishing you all the very best!! (((((((((Innerzone))))))))))