I do school from home so it is just me, I've added more cuts to my arms... I was just so mad. Not as angry as I have been, but I have tried to listen to music, read (which I love doing) and nothing seems to work but SI. When I did it last night, I felt better. I think something is really wrong with me. Counseling is something I think I would greatly benefit from but I don't have the money to pay for it. Things for me just keep getting worse. All I know is the madder I am at the time I begin to cut, the deeper the cuts to my arms get.