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Nov 09, 2010, 07:57 PM
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Member Since: Dec 2008
Location: Canada
Posts: 212
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Well, I've said goodbye to alot of my old friends so now I have none of them left. I do miss them alot, it's just weird because when I think about them, all I can think about is the bad stuff. Why do people always have to think that way, always about the bad? Well, I really do miss them, I just wish I was still friends with them. I don't have much friends now only one or 2 close ones not including my sister. But I wish I could talk to them but I wouldn't know what to say.  Nothing is just ever the same anymore. Just I was trying to fix things. When you're in a relationships it's important to communicate, right? Well that's what I was trying to do.  It's just like all of a sudden I've started to miss my ex-boyfriends and friends I've befriended couple months ago.
I've become more anti-social, like no one is there to catch me when I fall or succeed. All my parents want is for me to do whatever they want, like they make all the decisions in my life. Well guess what? I'm almost sixteen and I'm sure I know what's right and wrong. I was raised to know that. Just sometimes I wish they would just listen when I'm trying to be reasonable. =[
Don't you just wish people were different?? 
Well, I've gotten tonsillitis 2 times in a row for the first time. one week after the other. Holy man, I really felt like I was dying, like legit. I couldn't talk, I couldn't swallow, I couldn't eat, I couldn't breathe. I always had these panic attacks where I would try to swallow but I couldn't and I'd start breathing really hard, crying and just plain old freaking out.
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