I suppose saying everything is my fault is an exaggeration. It just seems like they all know what is best for me and what I should be doing. They all offer to help me and when I ask for the help I need, like picking up the kids from school, they tell me that I should be forcing myself to go out there and do it myself. Not helpful. Then I find out today that my mother emailed my husband with her concerns, and my husband called my p-doc and my T without my consent. If the cure to my problems were to just push through, I would be cured already. I have done that a million times.