Thank you That really makes me feel better. I keep listening to music, and watching movies; the ones that really have depth and meaning to them and I tell myself that that is the way love is supposed to be. It wasn't what Jesse thought and still thinks it is, it wasn't what I allowed myself to feel. I also tell myself that though I don't know how long it will take, I will get to experience that kind of love. I'm still young and I'm no hurry to have it, but I'll get there eventually.

Maybe I'm living in a fairytale though? People say that movies and books aren't a true reflection on how life really is, and I know it's not as easy as they make it out to be, but I'd like to hope that at some point in everyone's life they get to experience that kind of magic at least for a moment.