(((((((((((Quay)))))))))))))) You sound just like I did some time back. I didn't think that I was affected. I wanted to deal with TODAY!!!! I didn't know how much of my yesterday affected my today...that was the clincher. Now that I've gone into that, I see so many direct relations and have been able to make so many changes!

It's so scary, I know. I had to go to 2 hours a week so that I could deal. Can you ask t for that? Can you say, "Ok, if we're going to do this, I need such and such?"

I so hear you on this and wish you so well.

kd