I understand my T needs to go away (She's coming to your side of the world!) she needs to support her husband. Kind of an emergency. But for some reason I feel I'm being let down, even though I know it's the furthest thing from the truth. I have to understand that things like this happen. I'm battling to internalise it though. I was worried about starting T in the first place, as it becomes the epicenter of my life, my crutch I cling onto, and without it, my whole world crumbles.
Right now, with me being in the wrong frame of mind anyway, I cannot bring myself to go see her-it's almost like it will be too painful to see her and then have to stress about being alone for 3 weeks. (I know i'm not ALONE, I have PC, my bf, my horse, some friends...) but no T.