No, I have never seen a therapist.

I didn't write this in the first post because it was getting a bit too long, but a few months after the breakup, I felt nothing was wrong with me, and I didn't need any help. I think that was because I got my first job, a small but comfortable and safe flat to live in, and my mom moved in with me because she thought I needed company. I loved my new freedom, new job, and my mother was a great support. But now that I've settled into my job, and my mother has gone away, I've realized that all is fine not with me. I had just blocked out a lot of things from my mind, but now the old things are coming back to the surface.

People back home think I'm alright and don't understand what could possibly be wrong with me. But I guess I should see a therapist now.

Thanks.