lynn p. your post was fine as you wrote it. no worries. i want you to be honest and straight forward.

im am having a hard time with this right now. im used to just stuffing this stuff. not really think about it. just keeping it at superficial and light level. and not remembering it alot of the time. but since starting t i cant stop thinking about it deeper. and feeling i was wrong. and t is so far off this time. that i just keep thinking but have nowhere to go with it. so it just grows. sorry. im trying to shut up about this on pc. but im not doing a good job of it.