Thank you for your post. I can't imagine how you must feel. Even though I had a close call with assault - even that shook me up and made me have such a hatred for child abusers. I realize my post was straight forward and that's because it's pains me, to see you or anyone blame themselves for child abuse. It's a passionate issue for me.

I hope your T will help you process this and I hope talking about it here won't make it worse for you. If you think it helps you to talk about it, then we don't mind listening to you. Do whatever you feel comfortable with and we're on your side.