why then, did you ever feel like a monster/monsters?
You know - i have been thinking of which one to follow inside myself too. It is more stories and feelings than personalities - and i too think how should i feel? what to think?
But they are all acceptable - each one has a part to play.... supporting the other. This is how You Are One Being.

The same we can say for God:
We are all different parts of On God. Everything that exists in this world.