Every one including my husband keeps commenting on how I have gained weight, and they tell HIM he is losing weight. I have always been very self concious about my weight, and I LOVE being thin. I am 6' tall and I got up to around 155, and wearing a size 10. Before I was down to around 125 and wore a size 4-6. I have a eating disorder so now...I quit eating and don't feel a bit hungry, just nausous all the time. I have not eaten in 3 days now, my husband doesn't know or he would MAKE me eat. I just feel I look better thin that's all. Why is that so bad in every ones eyes but mine? If it makes me happy, crap let me be. I will eat soon. I know my limits.
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