Sabrina I am sorry about you dad passing 6 yrs ago and i know anniversarys are tough. I just got through my mom's 4 yrs last weekend. It never really goes away, not for me anyway. You just learn to live with it. Lost my Dad too, 5 yrs ago, we had a complicated relationship, we didn't get to know each other until 2 yrs before he died. He was not in my life before that. I'm sorry you didn't get to hug your dad. Some people are not raised with affection like hugs and kisses. Maybe no one hugged him. Whatever the reason, I'm sure he loved you just the same. Just remember that. My prayers are with you!