I have this wish that I could be normal. That I didn't believe that only death will bring true healing. That I didn't hurt so badly inside.
I wish that I was brought up by a set of parents who were nurturing...even pretended like they cared.
I wish I could relate with people my own age (36) but instead I look @ them as adults and inside I feel like a little kid.
I wish the meds, the therapy the journaling...all that I do to try to feel normal, or feel relief were working.
I wish.........