(((((((beautifuldisaster))))))))))))
I know how you feel, that's for sure. I have to have interactions all the time at school, and they are hard to get through, that's for sure! But the important thing is that you made it through it without breaking down in front of everybody, which is more than I can do sometimes!
I think that we get like that because we want to feel happy, and when we can't, it makes us sad. I know that some days I am just irritable all of the time because I hate that everyone is so happy!