And work is stressing me out to no end. Told them they cannot put me in a new role, with no training, and start holding me accountable for everything within 3 months. I've studied correspondence, so i know how to learn on my own, but it takes time.
And the fact I am BP too, does not help.
Wow - yesterday I nearly contacted my T about the right way to possibly approach my bosses and disclose my BP to them. But I really don't think it's in my career's best interest.
Anyway, I've been told to investigate a new role, as a "Space Planner" in retail. Don't think that's quite it for me either.
I cannot handle stress. I am sleeping more and more. I fly off the handle in pure rage. I am not a nice person to be around anymore. I cannot let people walk all over me, but I cannot think straight, and my defense is to lash out at them. At the same time I want to run away and hide from it all.