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Originally Posted by suzzie
my dad did it to me when i was ten. but only anally and only once. so not so bad. but he didnt ask, just told me to turn around and suddenly did it. and i just stood there and let him. totally unexpected. what bugs me is i dont remember how i felt. no clue. the memory is like watching a movie about someone else.
is it common to not remember the feelings. maybe it didnt affect me.
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Suzzie... I am so very, very sorry you experienced this. I have a ten year old girl. The thought of her experiencing anything so violating, so intimate, so physically painful, so emotionally damaging, utterly horrifies me. If my daughter or any of her friends were to experience **** sex from their father I can say, without any doubt in my mind, that it would cause them emotional harm and damage that would last for years and years and years and years. Even if it happened 'only once'.
It affected you, Suzzie. I honestly don't believe it is possible that it didn't. I am so sorry your father chose to do that to his little girl.