thanks. the more I think about it the more the EDNOS makes sense. the one guy that I did see referred to it as bulimia but that's b/c he never actually took the time to listen to that I was telling him that I don't binge anymore but that I do restrict a lot instead.... I know purging is hard on my body... and I've discovered I've screwed myself over dental wise... but what was I expecting after all this time??? its like this stuff is catching up w/ me in so many ways and I am stil running, still trying to keep going... people that I have talked to about eds in general don't have much hope for recovery w/out a professional... but that's all I have right now and I feel right at this time it'll either go that way or it'll go in the extreme opposite direction. I'm literally on the verge to both. I am SO confused.

thanks for the welcome